in the end of the year a friend leaving, thousand miles and 17 hours away, for 2 years.
few weeks ago, i was having pleasant meal. and found out that other friend, whose away and comeback only every 6 months, will never came home.
friends said that long distance relationship is hard, but knowing that you'll never meet those people is just excruciating.
it's been windy and rainy here. and i miss my friends.
2011
some says, it's not about how you spent your new year's eve, it's about reviewing and move on. so here i am alone, and cry. and i'm not happy about it. i should be on a date, or a party.
i hate 2011 overall. cause friends are leaving, all of my bestfriends, even retno who's still in semarang but incredibly busy with her college. and yesterday, i'm departing one of my all time bestfriend, linda. she's in hawaii now for college. and when she's leaving, i couldn't meet her for more than just 1 minute, i hugged her, and she left, just like that, and i won't she her again for 2 years. that's just closing my 2011.
and me and my boyfriend don't seem go on so well, there's just many differences between us, that we don't even seem can conquer. and we're stop getting each other gift on our 12. and we've spent a lot of time just lean on each other, seems that's our quality time. no satnite or dinner, and else.
and i got in college this year, and i don't like being a college girl.
on my birthday i don't feel like birthday girl. and when i upset about it, my boyfriend just get mad about it.
i feel like i want to be those person who can appreciate life whatever how it is. but i just can't, i don't get mad, i just mad at myself about how should i've could be better.
so for 2012, i'm not asking for better life, i'm just asking to be a girl who can appreciate life more. i believe everything is not going to be as what i want to be, but i don't wanna be upset about it.
and happy new year. i miss you already, linda.
i hate 2011 overall. cause friends are leaving, all of my bestfriends, even retno who's still in semarang but incredibly busy with her college. and yesterday, i'm departing one of my all time bestfriend, linda. she's in hawaii now for college. and when she's leaving, i couldn't meet her for more than just 1 minute, i hugged her, and she left, just like that, and i won't she her again for 2 years. that's just closing my 2011.
and me and my boyfriend don't seem go on so well, there's just many differences between us, that we don't even seem can conquer. and we're stop getting each other gift on our 12. and we've spent a lot of time just lean on each other, seems that's our quality time. no satnite or dinner, and else.
and i got in college this year, and i don't like being a college girl.
on my birthday i don't feel like birthday girl. and when i upset about it, my boyfriend just get mad about it.
i feel like i want to be those person who can appreciate life whatever how it is. but i just can't, i don't get mad, i just mad at myself about how should i've could be better.
so for 2012, i'm not asking for better life, i'm just asking to be a girl who can appreciate life more. i believe everything is not going to be as what i want to be, but i don't wanna be upset about it.
and happy new year. i miss you already, linda.
tidak siap menjadi cantik
malam minggu lalu aku malam mingguan di jogja sama maghfir dan sidiq, teman baruku di kuliah. sebelum pergi aku ke rumah sidiq dulu, lalu solat maghrib disitu, sewaktu aku pakai mukenah (rukuh),
maghfir : oxa cantik deh pake jilbab. kenapa gak pake jilbab aja?
oxa: belum siap, hehe
maghfir : belum siap untuk menjadi cantik?
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