vulnerability

this clip was from the glee project in special vulnerability week. the sang mad world with carrying their sign that presenting their weakness or insecure in life.

there's a girl, my favourite in this glee project, she wearing a used sign. she was used, sexually. and now she felt dirty and felt like a loser. but the producer said, you are not.

and there's is one guy wearing gay sign. and i could see that he's feeling really insecure about it and it's so hard wearing those sign. it's just made you feel weak, at least i am.

my friends were always tease me for a lot of things, such as that i am black. i have round face, which is not apealing. sometime the call me beautiful but then sometimes just ugly, haha. and sometimes i found my self in very low side feeling ugly. i don't have sense of style. and i am broken home.

but then i just remembered how beautiful life is. i have friends who accepted the way i am. boyfriend, he's fat but i don't care, he's my best. parents who always there for me, even tough they're apart. and along those bad memories, there's a lot of good one.

so just cope with your insecure, embrace it. be yourself, but still care about other's opinions. just realize, how beautiful life is.