tentang kemropok

malam ini aku ngobrol sama sahabatku setelah (baru) 2 minggu kami nggak ngobrol. pada suatu percakapan kami berbicara tentang kangen-mengkangen. aku tau kalo beberapa hari yang lalu dia kangen seseorang. i kept asking who is it, tapi dia selalu mengalihkan pembicaraan. i kept pushing, and he said "iya, kayak kemropok kemropok gimana gituu hihihi"

and i asked, how could you even understand that word, because he's not javanese. i remember one day i was feeling that kemropok thingy and i write something about it. i posted it but i immediately deleted it, because it was too personal. and i wonder if he read it already. so when he said that word i said "ini maksutnya apa, kamu nyindir atau gimana?" 

and he replied: "what? aku kira kemropok sesuatu yang positif"

and i found out that our other bestfriend told him that kemropok is something beautiful. i was like, i wish kemropok is beautiful, because i had it like many times haha. she even gave an example: "misal aku kamu gombalin, trus aku terbang. nah itu rasanya kemropok"

well in my way of understanding, it's when "misal aku kamu gombalin, trus aku terbang, tapi kemudian aku jatuh. nah itu rasanya kemropok"

and you said i should noticing that it says i miss "you". this is me flying, let's see if then you make me feel that kemropok thingy huh.
please don't.