today i walked into your friend before a midterm exam. one of those that i hate actually. uh no, just slightly dislike. you know there are quite good amount of your friends that i dislike. i think they're insecure, just like the old miley cyrus song when she's younger and sobber. she said hi to me and said "aku lihat pacarmu kemarin boncengan sama cewek rambutnya panjang, waaah cewek baru nih hahaha." i just giggled and told her that it's okay if it is your new girl. tonight i feel like i want to smoke, i'm in crap mood, yet it's the last day of october. yeah, i've been wanting to smoke this couple of days, i've been wanting to tell you that. because you're like in the overlap circle of venn diagram of those who knows that once long time ago i've tried smoking from my first ex boyfriend, and who won't judge. and i thought you could talk me out off that desire. but i didn't tho. i'm too self aware not making my self looks low for my self. but oh look, now my silent reader will know that i smoked before, but i believe the judge tho, honey. but then again i'm not sure they even read this post, moreover understand it. i hope nobody understand it tho, so it's intentional that i don't use paragraph brake. well, one couldn't hurt. will use one now.
anyway, then i studied because of crappy mood. you know me, i study better when i'm at bad mood. it's 2.42 on last day of october, and i'm done with my study materials, decided to have karaoke party of one, and it got into kelly clarkson's cry song. not that i cried, you know, because i know you don't want me to. but the song tells story about how is it over yet, if anyone asked i'll told them we both just moved on, so the lyrics goes. then i remembered the afternoon before. people still asked, and calling you pacarmu, pacarku, pacar. when they don't even know if we together or not. while we're already not together anymore. well, i pressume. what about you? is it over yet, if anyone asked i'll told them we both just moved on. what else there is? you erase me, litterally.
hah plong. i hope nobody would read this though. because some, someeeeeee will make bad pressumption and possibly go psycho. dan ini hari kamis, kalo ketauan galau saya harus bayar denda dua ribu rupiah.
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