13 more days

"God howls will laughter at earthly plans, you know?" -Rick Moody

it's december already. whoa. it's like it's only a few weeks ago that i jumped from a high cliff in jogjakarta or taste the magnificent magnum cafe. nope, it's actually felt like many years ago actually. but it's december already, and we made plans. plans for chrismast, plans for new years. and i make plan for the whole december.

like on 1st december, either i was going to a talkshow featuring one handsome famous traveler, or i was going to play some mud in my college's outbond with my new partner named joshua. and turned out i went to the outbond. but i wasn't with joshua because it turned out he injured him self badly from a fall. 

on 2nd december i was going to skip the class because i'm so tired from the outbond. but then i decided to go the upper town in not-so-dearly tembalang. which i arrived in the fine drizzle in almost sunset and having a bowl of awful taste of bakso with maghfir which i did not finish. and which then between that awful bakso, a text came saying the class is canceled. so we went home, playing ipad, playing PES, reading through some random websites and made jokes from it. and having a nice steak on top of it.

those really shown how plans changes. this rest of the week i'm planning to go to downtown everyday with every plans made. tomorrow i'm going home after maghrib's class. and then i'm going to buy mie fajar for my ex fian, this time he's a customer. and then thrusday i'm going to watch catching fire with maghfir which he owes me. and because of that, he'll watch hunger games first tonight or tomorrow. 

and then on sunday i'm going to the most unpopular mall in semarang. i'm going to watch DDR competition. i was going to apply, but i'm really afraid for being so cupu. while lately i was so gloomy for not having an achievement from my 20 years of living. so his sunday i decided to watch the competition first.

on 14th i will attend PSDM's event. on 15th i will attend HMIF's event. and on 22nd i will go the waterpark and having family celebration with PSDM for overcome this difficult year, and because i still owe them a treat for my birthday. on christmas i will go to my bestfriend's house, rani, and surprised her because it's her birthday. and i haven't know for new year, but i know who i'm going to spend with as he promised me some lit fireworks from his hometown since january. 

and the biggest plan of the year, that i certainty wishing not falling apart. on 16th i will skip class and go to the airport. i'll drive along the not-so-new flyover, and then waiting in the arrival hall holding a handmade sign: WELCOME HOME LINDA. as my bestfriend retno who came with me will also hold a sign: FROM MRANGGEN TO HAWAII. 

as my lifetime bestfriend rosalinda will come out from the baggage check and hugged us. and we'll cry. then she would go home with her parents, but then we would discuss our epic plans for january until april. sometime plans do fall apart but not for this day. 13 more days.