i was in late night show. the man on the stage, the performer, stand up with an acoustic guitar and speak up in front of the microphone, he speak english at most of time.
"howdy all, let's get the night start. tonight, we're gonna have some umm.. mellow night. if you came here look for some geeks with screamin' and stuff, sorry man i don't have any, and i don't have any happy song. but umm.. tonight's special for they who've been torn out."
was i ? am i torned ? uhh maybe .
"so for the first song, it's a simple thought of missing that's far far away."
he sat, then start singing with banging his guitar's string. very beautiful song.
"next, this song called carnival. against all odds, meeting that special stranger for the second time and not taking the time for granted."
hm, i've met a stranger, a stranger who is my friend, but a stranger. and i lost him, and meeting that special creature again for the second time. but really, for god sake, i wasn't taking the time for granted. it was too short, then you're gone again. god.
"getting cold uh up here ha? haha. well next one is my favorite. don't look back. this song is.. may i say many people had it. it's about someone that being left by that special someone and pretending to be strong."
i was left by 'special someone'. but i never pretending to be strong. i tried to be strong, but when it wasn't accomplished, i never pretending to be strong. i cried, i let people know when i'm in my down moment. and hoping for my bestfriend caught me, and comfort me. well, i survived.
"you know what, that song was umm.. a bit naif maybe as i would say, haha. who could be strong in such situation? it hurt so much, really, right? and pretending to be strong just make it worse, make you forget the existence."
"anyway, there always come regrets. this one tells a story about regret that doesn't work."
i was regretting something really big, but yeah, doesn't work anyway. what i kept thinking is that i gotta to face it. relax. everything was set by universe. and then the universe will keep running around. wether it's getting better or worse, i have to be ready :) (and i don't say universe have all the best for us)
"next song, it's about umm.. can't go to sleep, that special someone annoys you in your thoughts, and it makes you exhausted. this song called midnight"
blah. midnight, when everything's sprinkling around. hha, good time, good time. but fuck, i remind of someone. you know.
"next one. i admire romeo and juliet, and this one is kind of gratitude for the masterpiece."
romeo and juliet , till death do us appart. okay. i don't give a shit for that one. why, i don't see any in real living world, even my parents don't prove it.
"well that romeo and juliet thingy is the last. actually, it's about umm.. those who are obsessed with being with each other till the end of time."
bam!
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