i hate the ending my self but it started with an all right scene ♫ - disenchanted, mcr
"hey, do you know how horses sleep? did they close their eyes or not?" that one strange very phrase from a stranger shocked me. and i try to think, but i ended replying i don't know. now that i think of it again, i think they close their eyes, but instead that night i think of january.
i was sitting in this tall chair, having lemon squash, and they're playing coldplay. it's such a cruel night for coldplay. and oh, i was sitting by the beach. alone. but somehow i enjoy that cruel night. and the lyrics, oh take me back to the start ♫
a text came up, "sapi sehat?". it was from a dear friend of mine. he got this radar, to understood how unhealthy i am, to understood what's on my mind, and to understood how complicated love is. then i replied "am not. how could you tell? did your radar bing-ed again?"
i took another sip of the lemon squash. so did that stranger who asked about the horse. but i don't know what is that beverage. maybe an expensive cocktail. and all i can buy is a lemon squash, but it gave me happiness. a simple happiness, yet i've said it, cruel.
"because i can't find you today", my friend replied the text. "well, where did exactly you looking for me?" one sip. a glance at the night ocean. he replied my text quickly "at the bottom of the fish pond. you're no longer there."
i giggled. in my mind, i talked to myself. hey, so you got out from that pond, well done, hahaha. but then another text came up "so i thought maybe you're on someone else's pond"
"did i drown again?" i replied. "i don't know. but good thing, you still have those bait you need, right?" i did not giggled again. and they still playing coldplay. i forgot what song it was. red- that bait was a heart. was.
lombok, april 2013.
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